Last month had been hard for me, from what seemed like a hair ball clog turned into something more serious for my Cat, and it was hard and sad decision to put him to sleep on the 8th. Once in the room tho after the anesthesia shots were given, it was clear how bad he was and it was the only decision to be made. He didn't react at all to the first one which is suppose to sting, and usually make animals jump ect. It took forever for the shots to take effect when it more instantaneous, a good thirty minutes plus from him to fall asleep on an increased dose that should have knocked out a 50 pound dog right away. My poor vet Doctor
He was very stressed, but finally he was relaxed and asleep for the final shot. The last 24 hours of his life was awful for him, continued vomiting and no ability to take any water. My vet trip just a few days earlier would have been better for put him to sleep then, but he looked like he could very well recover then and it was just a hairball clog.
I now have a lot of cleaning to do, clean carpets(most of that is done now) ect and sort things out in my life and recover as I slowly learning to live with out my little friend in my daily routine. It a little confusing him not being here anymore. He would rarely not be with me, or not come find me after awhile. Memories of him and expecting him in places is hard, so much routine and muscle memory.
So I will be taking more time off from the net, however my trades are top priority tho, almost have the ACEO for
Now that this last week has would down I can finally get it done. Here I thought I was going to be finished on the 8th
. After a week or two more I think I'll see if I'm brave enough to go look at my photos of him. RIP Socks, miss you, loved you, and will always love you.
Also this Heartbleed
, is an an issue. I do not want to be using password sites at this time much... hope all my sites I like to use upgrade soon so my new passwords will be safe. D:
So yes TLTR: hiatus, still working on my trades, art is comforting after all for me, RIP kitty, and will be back and I bet far more productive then ever before.